Flying high....

I was ignorant to the strength in me, 
while my past was making me agree,

Though so rough, All so tough,

It was all a blur with an extra fur.

At a point where all was gloomy,

And my heart was extremely achy,

I decided to leave that way,

Which made my soul to obey.

And the days started to fly,
Showing me all the colors at a high.
With my heart and soul together,
Putting to my hat the happiness feather.

I was always a happy spirit,
With shades of me being all fearless.
I had left the gloomy me,
Far behind where my sorrows had to plea.

I aspire to fly,
Making my dreams, my wings,
To take me high...!!

Tired....

Being pointed at and blamed for the things she did not do was making her question her existence. What she was suffering from was a mystery to all. She wanted to tell it to everyone, she did, but nobody believed. The one person she was hoping who could come back to her saying he understand was standing in the same crowd who blamed her the most. He was the one who was shouting out her faults. The one person who should have shielded her from all others was making her seem like a criminal. She was deteriorating from inside and was soon to be hollow. But neither did he realize it nor did he care. She kept on telling him to just say a few words that could sooth her and would make her just like he wants but he refrained. He complained that it was too much for him. She couldn't take the blame anymore, blame that uprooted her relationship from its existence. The mere thought of him saying those horrifying words made her whole life crumble down like a piece of paper. But he said it. He uttered those scary words and made the last tear from her body to just go away. She never did anything but all she got was that she was the mess of someone's life. And the time came when she lost everything she had and was left to sulk in the darkness again!

A Hearty Promise...

You will be in my heart,

Cuz you have made me your part...

For u, I promise,

I will never make you whine,

Just tell me one time,

You will be mine, till the last mile!

For u, I promise,

I will never make you lose,

Just say you will choose,

To be with me till our last blues!

Finding Myself...

Silent for too long was her way of looking at life. It just took a second for her life to crumble down. The distance made a awful sound with the words of pain flowing through her ears. And just like that her life was broken not knowing was it her or his feelings of that day. She was walking into a dark lane of loneliness with her blinded sight. She plead for an answer, answers that would make her believe in present. She was soaking wet by her own tears. Being drenched in them completely she could see herself naked from all the lies and hatred. She felt a acute ray of pain stabbing her through the chest and penetrated her deep into the memory lane. With no one on the side she was let to sink in more. All she needed was someone to tell her that she was the one. But that someone had a different world that was not permitting. Refraining from the reality was not the way. She was just waiting for some words with espousal. 

When did the day start and when did it got over was a mystery to her. Her thoughts were setting her on fire. The past was laughing at her when she made that someone her soulmate…her life. She was shattered just by his looks. She could see the hatred and disgust in his eyes. The detest made all the things more clear. Little did she know that soon it’s just going to be her and her loneliness.  She was not someone who could take her own life but she had no choice. All she understood that the excruciating pain was penetrating her and was killing her day after day. That was the time when she actually felt the stab in her heart and knew… its over! Then the nights even took back the tears as they knew that dead doesn't cry. The days took back the loneliness as they knew that dead don’t understand it.  She looked at herself in the mirror and saw her soul trying to escape from her body. She was trying her best to set it free. But afterall the soul was trapped by someone who claimed to be her soulmate…her life!!

Isolated Self.....!!

A tale of a girl in the normal world, everything seemed to be okay but her. She was trying to get away from the world. The lonely feeling was groping her and fragile heart. She couldn't tell it to anybody as they seemed to be her foes. Everyday is just passing by her with a force of crudity and happiness would stand by and laugh at her. 

The nights would bring her all sorts of pain with the tears being the main. She would recall the preceding and would end her life with a full slice. With numb with pain, the time passed by she was sinking in the big ocean of loneliness. She made her heart die keeping her soul alive for the next day she knew everyone would know.... the tale of a girl who just felt lonely! The smile never knew its way on her face, the happiness never knew its way to her heart the only thing that got into her exterior was the pain so far. She was not quiet yet her voice was not heard. She was not happy yet her sorrow was never noticed. She was silent not because she was weak but because others were not strong enough. All she wants is someone to take care but all she gets is no one standing there.

Embarking on a new..........Me

She startled herself awake and made her heart feel the jitters. With a pat of past and a glimpse of future she pinched herself to be wide open for the change. She watched it sinking into her mind. Though so happy, as a emotion, she was not able to understand the rest. The sadness, fear, complexes asking her the questions of why. Was it something worst, something bad or was it something out of this world good for her. The thoughts were with the screaming dreads and full round of questions. Not understanding the nature in its good way, she was trying to take a plunge into the deep sea of unknown things. The rush that was shooting up and down her brain lanes were giving her concerns about the untouched spheres. Till now she was quite numb to all the things happening into her surround. She use to refrain from any changes. And as the shift jitters making their way....!!