The Beginning!

What is it that changes your core? Some experience, some tragedy, some situation or some incident. Well, there is one more. A person! He unravels that side of you which you don't know about yourself. He answers the questions which you didn't ask. Over the years you develop yourself in a particular way and suddenly that one person walks into your life, unveils a new side of you. So when you look into that mirror you see someone new. Someone whom you might love or hate. I don't know what he gave me or what he took away but this is just too new for me. Beginnings are scary as hell and I know that the endings are sad, but I am hoping to embark on this new journey to know what happens in between these two. I always wanted to have someone who will look at me as if he is falling in love with me for the first time. I wanted someone who will laugh on my silliest of jokes. I wanted someone with whom I can share all my secrets and who wouldn't judge me. Someone who will make me feel that life has just begun! Well, one more revelation, that someone needn't always be your partner or husband. It can be a friend, best-friend. There are some relations which are closer than any other. You know that you love that person but like they say not all love stories get a happy ending. No confessions, only thoughts and realisations!!

Leaving a mark!

Some people come into your life to make it better, some come to make it worse. But some come and never leave, they stay in your heart. They stay as a hope or a dream. It's painful to see a hope turn into a dream which cannot come true. The long talks' memories haunt your nights even more. Mornings scare you because mirrors show you those hurting red eyes. This is the time when you cry in a crowd and laugh in loneliness. The lonesome laugh is a helpless cry, a cry that only you can hear. There are these times when you can feel the breaking of that little thread in your heart, never to be mended again. You feel incomplete if you smile. You feel naked when you laugh. Because these are the emotions which connected you to that person, the person who never left. They say you never know how strong you are until that is the only choice left. But they never understood that you may not want to be strong. May be you need that one person to make everything else go weak and insignificant. You need that person to fight for you and make it through the night like a dying lamp. You need that person to hold your hand tight and look you deep in the eye and say, 'not letting go!'