20 July 2013

Understanding myself!

The more we try to understand our feelings and emotions the more we get to learn new things our-self. We need to be very honest with our feelings. There is no great advice given by a friend, parent, guide, godmother anyone rather than your own heart. Honestly, I miss those days when I use to be on my own for my emotional needs. That was the time when I was all sorted out in my head. Since the time I am back with so called my people, it has increased the amount I get angry, sad, tensed, frustrated and a lot more for which I don't even have words. What is this? Why does this happen? If you love someone then living with them and living with their personalities should be so damn easy. Then why does it have to be so hard to manage these people who claim to be your best. Okay, so about friends. Those who are closer to you suddenly seem so far and those who just came along a few days back seem to be very much close. Does this happen to everyone or its just something that I am doing wrong here. I want to have someone with whom I can pour my heart out and tell all my secrets, my stories. That someone who will not judge me with my long stories and dirty secrets. People like it when we call them our friends but then what happens when that"friend" in them is needed. That time its all about how we are wrong and the expectations go way beyond limit. Trust! whom?why?when?how?!!!!!!