What is true and what not is something I am not aware of. The past was showing me all the colours of life which never existed. And here I am, again, to feel the grey shades of life at their best. Did the colours fly away or did I go blind? Was it something that i had done? I started believing in myself. I started believing that it can't be right, I cannot be right! I felt as if my hands had knives on them to stab, my eyes had fire in them to burn and my words had thorns in them to make that someone bleed. I started believing it was always something that was never mine. It was something I never deserved. With people telling me I was wrong but was that someone wrong? Was the words spoken by that someone false, I didn't think so! So here I am to feel the dark sides take over and teach me to go more deeper and sink into the black sea like a black rock!
