Zestfully happy...

With good times just round the corner i need to get close to what i was pushing away since long. The terms of endearment getting on and to the core of my heart. Never thought this would make me feel so high. Up in the sky. I don't want to let it go. I won't let it go. I was getting all worked up to fight the worst. Yet my life got me all worked up to face the best. When i fought with god, i said why are you making me struggle so hard when i feel i deserve better...he replied in simple words saying "I know". I thought even he doesn't want to grant me happiness but then there he was standing on the turn showering me with my prayers and showing me the path ahead. Little i knew was coming on my way. This day solely was not expected. One day was devoted to all my wishes to come true. That was the time when i just looked into my heart and said a silent 'Thank You' to someone who made me feel so good...so warm. Was i bad that when things were not right i just couldn't take and wanted to end it all. When i was running low it wasn't my heart that did it but it was my mind. There was a line that was dividing me into two, i was on the edge where i had to fall on either side. Fortunately or not it either side turned out to be right for me....as i had the same person catching me on both.