I kept looking at your footsteps going away from me. This time not to return so early. I looked at them with all hope...that at least they would turn to me and tell me that you will be back. I saw you leaving. I saw your back going far away....yet it was telling me something. Telling me things that we never spoke to each other. It told me to hold onto this, till you return. I agreed. By all odds.
I somewhere knew that you telling me this was as hard on you as on me. I knew even if you are telling me to be strong you were breaking inside....just like me. I knew if you could, you would pull me into your arms, though i rebelled, and hold me tight and whisper "I LOVE YOU".
Leaving you back when i never want to leave you for a single moment, crushes myself to the core. Pretending to be strong just to stop tears from your numb eyes, pretend of not looking back when i am dying to have one last glimpse of you.The pain is like a million deaths at the time, you dying there and i dying here.
ReplyDeleteDarling soon i would run through this bed of shattered glass and hold you gently from behind just to whisper what you always wanted to hear that "I LOVE YOU& I WILL ALWAYS BE YOURS FOR ETERNITY" my love forever and forever ............