The road seems too long when you try to walk it alone. But as a matter of fact you are never alone. To come to think of it, you actually have a lot of things to be thought about. You actually need to spend some time with yourself to find the better you. I feel it's always difficult to communicate with self. I have been struggling all my life to find the suitable time to talk to myself. After a few unsuccessful attempts to do so I figured that even though I say that I don't care what the world says, I actually care a lot. Rather too much to let myself let loose even when I am alone.
What does someone think of you? How do they see you? Are you good enough for them to keep you in their lives? Am I a good person to be around? All these and many more questions have always haunted me. They suck out so much energy that I forget to be myself. I am so consumed by these thoughts that I miss out on the fact that there are people who like me just the way I am. The so very pessimistic me has always looked at those who would look away when I am smiling. Never really bothered looking at those who are smiling just because I am smiling.
This goes to all of them who have been mean, rude and cold with me. It is because of you guys I found some of the most real friends in life. Just something that my heart felt today!
